Should You Go Watch It?

On the 30th of September this year, the third feature film from Perantauan Pictures Malaysia & Befour Film UK will be released exclusively with Golden Screen Cinemas.

Indie cinema doesn’t have it easy in Malaysia. Whilst making movies has gotten much easier, releasing them hasn’t. It’s why it’s taken us so long to get this film out. Those of you who follow this blog would know we shot in the summer of 2008, and wrapped post in the summer of 2009. Then we had to wait till 2010 for an available slot.

As the film is prepped for release, I found myself going back to the question asked of all filmmakers, “Why should I watch your film?” Back when we were shooting, I recall a stressful afternoon at the back of co-director Lim Benji’s car, when our sound recordist Sebastian asked me “Arivind, why should anybody care about your movie?”. Being in the frame of mind that I was at the time, I told him to shut up or risk getting slapped.

But his question indeed begs asking. Why should you spend your money on this film?

The Joshua Tapes was a hard film to make. I initially felt the material was a little too close to S’kali for my liking. In essence we were once again making a movie about the relationships between young people.

At the same time, of my own accord, I was learning that my friends and I had changed. Where once we all seemed to read off the same page, now there were opinions and less of a homogenous point of view.

And that’s how I found the emotional truth of the film…

You see, when you’re in school, you spend almost every day together. You experience almost the same things together, and thus, you share the same highs and lows creating a bond like no other. It’s why your school mates, tend to be your life-long mates.

But then you all split up, you go away to study, to work and you grow, you become your own person. And so the next time you all come back together, each has his own stake to claim, his own point of view.

This is where the characters of The Joshua Tapes are. They experience that same points of transition in the film, of realising that unless they accept that the friendship will grow and change, they will never be happy.

By extension, I think the writers have subconciously commented on something much bigger, that being the state of flux their country, Malaysia, is in right now.

You see, Malaysia is very much in the “teenage” stage of it’s life cycle. It began with the common bond and aim shared when the country had to gain independence. It was like being in school. Everyone was in the same boat. It’s why a lot of older folk will always say race was never an issue, like it is in modern Malaysia today.

Once that was achieved, then each race, each person started to lay claim to things. Everyone wanted a stake in it, a part of the cake if you will.

And now, the country is at a point where they can no longer find the common ground anymore easily, because everyone has “gone away”, and become different “people”.

The question is, what will the outcome be?

Truth is, like for the characters in The Joshua Tapes, it will be a mix of regret and redemption. What will matter in the end, is the way in which one chooses to conduct oneself, during this period of transition because that will define the end outcome.

And perhaps that is why you might want to give this movie a watch. It is a story about all of you. It’s why every time you, as a young person, gets together with your mates, all you talk about is politics, social justice and personal relationships.

Because just like Ajeet, Ryan & Reza, you’re just trying to find the right way to get to that place you all wanna be.

And just like the process of both character and nation building, it is messy, rough, raw but above all, emotionally true.

Building A New Reel

I don’t have an agent. I would love to get one, not because agents get you work, because it’s not really like that, but because they can put you in the room from which you can then prove yourself.

Oftentimes, some people will ask me how come I don’t have one, seeing that I seem to be making something all the time.

The truth is, shooting 3 indie features which have had limited to no release does not count for anything.

As the end of 2010 looms, I’m considering a fresh approach to agents alongside the other plans I have outlined in previous posts.

This means a new showreel, and part of me knows that I do need to shoot some new material, that is a massive step up from my last film, The Joshua Tapes.

I’ve mentioned before that 2010 has been the year in which I’ve produced short film again, albeit for different directors.

Now it looks like I will have to write and direct a new short of my own, that has to be both of solid material and of high visual flair.

And then hopefully, some of the doors I so badly need to open, start to do so.

Y3llow

I have begun pre-production on the new short film I am producing for director Ang Yee Sien.

Yee Sien has written a graduation short that is both charming and whimsical, something that’s not easy to accomplish well, and is a departure from the kind of material I normally write, which is great to diversify my portfolio.

I’ve kicked off putting out the casting calls and location requests, the next few weeks are going to be hectic as the August shoot dates loom!

Stay tuned for more updates from production meetings and the usual madness that ensues during pre-production!

Rehaul

I’m doing a major rehaul of storyline on the vampire script. Typically, I redraft whilst keeping the main story beats intact, but this time, I’ve decided to re-examine all the main characters and their relationships with each other.

I thought that the rehaul might make it easier, free me up to approach if afresh.

Funnily enough, it’s made it harder, making me wonder if I’ve overshot the mark a little, or is it merely the birthing pains of coming out with something better?

What have you found in your work? Is the struggle sometimes a sign to go back to what was working well to begin with?

The Fear

I was eating turkey mince and green beans for lunch.

I’d done some solid redrafting on the script for the short film I’m gonna produce for a colleague and was about to move onto some drafting on a new feature script I am working on.

Suddenly, as I sat there, the sound of the telly kinda fell out and for about 35 seconds my brain raced through everything I was doing and then to the end of 2010, where I was still not making a real living.

And, what I can only describe as fear descended upon me.

Then, as quickly as it came, it left.

I’ve heard folks talk about this but never experienced it myself. It’s quite odd as it’s rather powerful and in that one moment I felt a real sense of dread and fear.

But it’s gone now, and as friends of mine know, I hate analysis and navel-gazing.

So I’m back at my desk.

Have you been visited by “the fear”?

Creatively Successful

This is what Sam calls what I do.

Truth is she is right. Since 2006, I have had a project each and every year of some sort of nature. None of them has managed to support me full time, but they have afforded me a portfolio of work that I am unashamed of.

The trick is how one uses that as leverage to make the next step up to both creative and financial success. And that is what 2010 is all about now.

It’s about building upon the creativity that I have been given, to harness and hone it, and then to create something with it that can allow me to help myself, and to help others.

So, to those of you who do drop by here, keep being creatively successful, because only then will the rest follow.

Vampires

Back in 2007, I wrote a screenplay for a film that is about vampires. This was before True Blood, Twilight or any semblance of the renaissance we are seeing at the moment for the humble bloodsucker.

I sent it off to BBC Films & the Film Council, and got past the initial reading rounds, enough to get notes back from them alongside their rejection to go any further with it.

The notes were good, and I was about to embark on a rewrite when 5:13 and The Joshua Tapes got greenlit and I had to start work on those.

This year, as I began to consider what I would like to set up for 2011, I took a look back at the material, saw that it had some legs and pitched it last month to a colleague of mine who is a pretty solid producer in her own right now.

Today she emails me back saying she’ll help being a sounding board for my redrafts and that we’ll take it from there.

Exciting stuff, but I’m terrified that by the time it actually gets made, this whole vampire mania will be over…

Either way, I’m rebooting the entire story from scratch, keeping all the themes that I know are unique to it, but working very hard to find the emotional truth to each and every character.

Let’s see where they take me I guess…

My Mum Wants Me To See A Feng Shui Reader

My folks are into feng shui. While I can’t say I am entirely convinced, I do accept that there is good energy and bad energy, I just don’t buy into the idea that doing certain things with certain objects can result in shifts in said energy.

Then again, it’s worked for my folks. And I sometimes wonder if that’s because they believe it, and in doing so are conducive to said energy, and by sheer self-fulfillment, achieve the result they said they were going to get, simply because they were working towards it anyways!

But anyways, my mom spoke to me this morning and says “I want you to see the feng shui woman when you come back, and do what she says and unblock whatever it is that’s holding you back from having good things happen” and I kinda go “I like how you’re saying I WANT YOU TO GO”, which in turn garners the response “Do it for me, you never do anything for me”, to which I go, “Wouldn’t it be hypocrtical for me to do it when I don’t believe in it?”.

You see the thing is, I’m the kind of person who does not buy into the idea of fate. Your life is what you make of it, luck is, like Robert Evans says “when opportunity meets preparation”.

Neither am I particularly religious. I do acknowledge some other power at play but I have no time for organised religion which I find to be nothing more than a plague on the world and whose followers, who when challenged, come back with the usual retort of “The ones who cause problems are the one’s who do not have a true understanding of the religion, who are using it for their own means”.

As Sam says, if religion is so difficult to gain an understanding of, and so easily manipulated, then isn’t it not effective? If the religious texts are so easily misunderstood or manipiulated, are they then not non-effective and essentially nothing more than historical texts?

I mean if someone produced a book to teach you how to build a shelf that was too hard to understand or resulted in you building a faulty shelf, you’d get rid of the book right?

So I’m not with comfortable with someone telling me I’ve chosen the wrong career, or am with the wrong person for me etc because I don’t need that kind of doubt seeded into my mind, working in an unstable enough as it is line of work.

But then again, I’ve told myself I was gonna try to be more open to the ideas and thoughts of others…

What do you think?

Getting The Skewed Perspective

Today I suddenly felt like my mind has not been expanding. I get this sometimes, and I normally purge it by reading a lot, or simply engaging with the news a lot more.

Oftentimes I find myself at dinners or gatherings, or even online, and the wealth of unique experiences that some people are having makes me a little envious. I admire great minds, but not in the traditional sense. I don’t gravitate to the oft cited thinkers or figures, but  find myself captivated by the skewed perspective of the individual instead.

I tend to like the off-kilter as much as I revel in the all things WASP at times.

So I’ve resolved to start with simple, small steps. Catching a TED talk or two every day online, particularly on subjects I have no knowledge or immediate interest in, taking the time to browse subjects I’ve never even pondered, whilst at the same time not doing it on Wikipedia or Google solely, heck maybe even talk to some scary looking strangers.

Well, no that’s unlikely since I’m rather shy.

I’m not seeking to have a wealth of knowledge, nor to come up with some idea or item that is hailed as genius.

I just want some skewed perspective, that’s odd, controversial but at the same time just plain refreshing.

Page Count

What’s a good amount of pages for you per day? Do you see 5 solid pages as being a good days work, or do you prefer writing more pages in a day,and then go back to them after to revise.

I’m kind of a mix of the two. I find I normally get through 3 to 5 pages on which I am being very particular, and yet I still go back and revise them anyways. Sometimes, I may be on a roll and write 10 pages, but more than not, they’re full off bad structure.

And I still don’t know how I feel about outlines. I’ve written with them, sometimes without them. Once it resulted in a script I am very proud of, and recently in a total mess that now sits archived away till I am triggered once again to tackle it.

What’s your working practice like?